Secrets of a Broken Heart

A little about me. Now “I know” who I am, I can hear my own voice.

It’s very strange how we learn or even when we learn, it is when the student is ready, the teacher or teachers will appear. I believe and continue to believe all is well in my life and the lives of my children, as I recover the past to heal our future. It is all about filling in time, space or gaps in our memories, to give a name and voice to those past events.

We spend a lifetime suppressing what is held and stored away in our subconscious mind, we try to cover it up by the things we do and work for, when in reality the day will and always does come, when our subconscious mind reveals all to us, our subconscious will spit it all out, even if when we find ourselves in a nursing home watching our lives pass before our eyes.

My ancestors past brought about the “future” I have lived in these last 15 years, so it stands to reason that this last 15 years, being my past will bring a better future for my children. Our future is and has always been dictated by the past, even by the past of others, its life going round and round evolving itself, how it was meant to be from the beginning of time, yet not as polluted as it has become.

My journey back into my childhood has been as I said, these years that I have lived separated from my family, children and left an outsider from the only world I knew till then. I believe the struggle lived to here will bring a brighter future for all my descendents to come.

In reality, the future evolves each day from the past, our past and the past of the generations even before our parents and grandparents, is now the future “we” are living.

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I want to be very sure that from my past, the future for my children and grandchildren will be set on solid foundations, foundations built from recovering my true identity, for me the past has been the last 15 years of my healing is “my own past” and “I know” that only then, the future will be brighter for my descendents.

I didn’t want the books to sound technical, mechanical or even grammatically correct; there are enough technical, mechanical and grammatically correct people out there.

I wanted these books to sound human with all its human mistakes and flaws, thoughts and inner feelings, because what I, the inner child have to say in these books is bigger than the mistakes. The meaning when we truly want to hear it, comes across through the written word.

It’s a universal connection of our spirit trying to connect to our human form in humanity.

I have been lost in the wait for my future to come about while writing these books. I have been writing and telling my all to whoever wants to listen, and even to those who don't.

After writing these books expressing my painful inner thoughts, feelings, grief and sorrow in an avalanche of tears, I continue to write while living and staying authentic to my inner truth.

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	A little about me. Now “I know” who I am, I can hear my own voice. It’s very strange how we learn or even when we learn, it is when the student is ready, the teacher or teachers will appear. I believe and continue to believe all is well in my life and the lives of my children, as I recover the past to heal our future. It is all about filling in time, space or gaps in our memories, to give a name and voice to those past events. We spend a lifetime suppressing what is held and stored away in our subconscious mind, we try to cover it up by the things we do and work for, when in reality the day will and always does come, when our subconscious mind reveals all to us, our subconscious will spit it all out, even if when we find ourselves in a nursing home watching our lives pass before our eyes. My ancestors past brought about the “future” I have lived in these last 15 years, so it stands to reason that this last 15 years, being my past will bring a better future for my children. Our future is and has always been dictated by the past, even by the past of others, its life going round and round evolving itself, how it was meant to be from the beginning of time, yet not as polluted as it has become. My journey back into my childhood has been as I said, these years that I have lived separated from my family, children and left an outsider from the only world I knew till then. I believe the struggle lived to here will bring a brighter future for all my descendents to come. In reality, the future evolves each day from the past, our past and the past of the generations even before our parents and grandparents, is now the future “we” are living. You are on English Page 7\| Continue to page 8 I want to be very sure that from my past, the future for my children and grandchildren will be set on solid foundations, foundations built from recovering my true identity, for me the past has been the last 15 years of my healing is “my own past” and “I know” that only then, the future will be brighter for my descendents. I didn’t want the books to sound technical, mechanical or even grammatically correct; there are enough technical, mechanical and grammatically correct people out there. I wanted these books to sound human with all its human mistakes and flaws, thoughts and inner feelings, because what I, the inner child have to say in these books is bigger than the mistakes. The meaning when we truly want to hear it, comes across through the written word. It’s a universal connection of our spirit trying to connect to our human form in humanity. I have been lost in the wait for my future to come about while writing these books. I have been writing and telling my all to whoever wants to listen, and even to those who don't. After writing these books expressing my painful inner thoughts, feelings, grief and sorrow in an avalanche of tears, I continue to write while living and staying authentic to my inner truth.